Alexander’s Blog

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Thanksgiving pictures

More pictures here: http://kadiera.quicksilverdragon.com/gallery2/v/Alex/Thanksgiving/ - in a fair portion of these, Alex is holding his head up all by himself. He tires out a bit after a while and his head gets floppy, but he’s doing quite well.

At the moment, they’re working on turning down his vent settings; when he gets to the point that the machine makes no breaths for him, he’ll get to have bottles again. He’s at 10 breaths a minute today, and they’ve been dropping him by 2-4 breaths a day.

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more updates

Today Alex gets to eat finally - just a little, but it’s better than nothing, and I’m sure he’ll appreciate it. They get to test out the new feeding tube, which was actually all ready to use the day after surgery.

Alexander’s infection is probably just a cold, but they did culture staph from some of the goo suctioned out of his trach, so they’re planning to continue the antibiotics through the full course to make sure he doesn’t get pnuemonia. Even with that, his blood gasses have been really good, and they’re starting to turn the vent settings down a bit now that he’s more stable.

Yesterday they discontinued his pain med, but left him on the anti-anxiety/sedative med at a very low dose. This morning they discontinued that too, and will see how he does. Sometime between now and Saturday, they’ll do his first trach change, and how that goes will determine when we get to hold him - if it’s easy, probably immediately, if it’s a royal pain, probably another week. The first one was a bit of a challenge to get in, so they have planned to intubate if it came out unexpectedly and run him back to the OR to re-insert it; over time (like pierced ears) getting it in and out will be easier because he’ll develop a little track for it to slide in.

I don’t know if we’ve mentioned the award beads that the NICU gives every baby - there’s a list of milestones and achievements that each get a different kind of bead awarded. Alex has enough to more than fill his first string, so we’ve started a second one and will figure out how to make it all into something when he comes home.

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post-surgery update

While surgery went smoothly, recovery has been a bit rocky.

Thursday afternoon and evening, Alexander and his pain/sedative meds weren’t getting along, resulting in what appeared to be a very panicky kid who was so scared each time he tried to wake up that he stopped breathing. This happened repeatedly, because he was having a hard time transitioning from being fully asleep to fully awake.

His meds were changed early Friday, and other than the fact that he was more deeply sedated than originally planned, he was much much more comfortable and more stable. Sunday they started tapering off the two meds he’s on, with hopes of feeding him starting today (it wouldn’t have been an issue originally, but the pain med he’s on now can cause constipation, and with his hernias that’s not a good idea - at least his new feeding tube is approved for use as soon as he’s ready, and they won’t have to put a tube down his throat).

This morning it appears that Allex may have developed an infection. He was running a slight temperature, acting lethargic (at least he’s off the meds enough to tell!), and generally needing more vent support. They check his temp every 4 hours anyway, so they caught it right away, and he’s already improving with the antibiotics they gave this morning.

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5-month-old pictures

There are new pictures of Alex from Tuesday and Wednesday
Alex is doing fine today. He’s a bit more awake. They’re still adjusting vent settings to get him where they really want him. They were going to try giving him some pedialyte this afternoon to get his digestive system running again, since he’s been without food since his midnight feeding Wednesday morning.

We didn’t get pictures of his g-tube yet either; he was under a ton of blankets yesterday to help him stay warm. Right now it’s a long-ish tube sticking out, but it’ll be swapped out in a couple weeks with a small button.

Other than that, there’s not much else to report. No holding him for the next couple days; they want everything to have a chance to heal a bit first.

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Surgery update

Alexander’s surgery went well, and was very quick - under an hour. He’s doing just fine, mostly sleeping since they’re giving him really good pain meds.

We’ve got some pictures to post later, but they’ll probably go up tomorrow after we’ve had more sleep.

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Surgery

Alex is scheduled for surgery at 7:30 am tomorrow.

Wish us luck.

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The plan for Alexander

After much discussion among the doctors here, and lots of blood gas readings and reviewing Alex’s records, we’ve all come to the agreement that Alexander needs the pressure support of CPAP, which means not going back cannula anytime soon. Alex breathes just fine – no apnea episodes in over 2 months, and his O2 requirements are usually running in the 30-40% range right now. But his lungs just can’t process the CO2 in his blood very well without help, and he needs that help to take some of the stress off his body while his lungs grow and heal.

The major down side to CPAP is that Alex is miserable. You would be too if you had tubes shoved up your nose with pressurized air blowing in all the time. He can’t bottle feed this way, so he still has a feeding tube in his mouth, and he’s been gagging on those for weeks already. He can’t really lay on his side or on his tummy, and he can’t sit up in a chair really all that well either. We’re at a point where, if he’s on CPAP much longer, they’d need to sedate him to help keep him from pulling the tubes out. He’s huge these days – pushing 10 pounds – and really strong, and it’s a fight every time something has to be replaced or adjusted.

Our other option, and the one the doctors (and us, and the nurses and respiratory staff) favor, is to give him a tracheostomy and put him back on a ventillator. He will be more comfortable, his lungs will have more support so he expends less energy for better results, and it will take part of the load off the rest of his body that all this work trying to clear CO2 is causing. With the trach, he will be able to go back to bottle feedings after he’s stabilized, will be more mobile, and be allowed to play with the PT/OT therapists again. The ventilator will not be breathing for him – it’ll be set simply to support his breaths with a bit of pressure, and with a low pressure when he’s exhaling to help make sure his lungs stay open – basically, the function of the CPAP, but a bit smarter.

So, later this week (assuming we can get on the schedule) Alexander will be going in for surgery to put in the trach. He will also be getting a g-tube, a port directly into his belly so we don’t have to mess with a feeding tube in his throat. The trach will stay in for a while – probably a year or more, even after he’s off the vent – so that if anything comes up they can use it, rather than risking scar tissue taking it in and out. This will cause some speech delays, but speech delays are terribly common in preemies anyway because of the tubes in their mouths. We’re planning to start doing baby sign language with him once he’s settled in after surgery to help him communicate effectively, rather than being frustrated.

While it’s not a cure all, and not guaranteed, this is Alex’s best chance to become a reasonably normal kid. Only time will tell how much and how quickly he will improve. The doctors are hoping 1-2 months from now he’ll be ready to come off the vent again; if not we can talk about bringing him home while still on it.

In the meanwhile, we’re moving forward with a long term project at the house, and making plans to rip out all the carpet to replace it with wood and tile. It’ll be better for our allergies, and better for Alex’s breathing when he comes home. Yay for AFLAC hospitalization benefits – Alex will run out of those come mid-December, but in the meanwhile, we’re getting a fair chunk of change from them that will go towards the floors and debt reduction.

We’re sure you will have questions; feel free to comment here or email and we’ll put together a question and answer post in a few days. You can also feel free to call Janet’s cell phone, as she’ll be leaving updates on her voicemail greeting through the week (though phones are off when we’re in the NICU, so don’t expect an answer when you call).

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pictures and other bits

Alex weighs 9 lbs 13 ounces now. He’s getting as much milk/formula in a day as he weighed when he was born, which is a rather surreal sort of thing. He’s just on the verge of outgrowing his “newborn” sized clothes - we have all the 3 month clothes clean and stashed under his bed at the hospital, which is good since tonight he’s obviously tall enough to be at the end of the feet in the sleeper he had on, so this is the last round for most of them, and they’ll be coming home as he wears them to be washed and packed up for storage.

Alexander also got a new big kid crib late Tuesday (or maybe early Wednesday by the time they found it). We’ve got pictures.

Alex is also still hanging out on CPAP for the time being. The medical team is still discussing which direction to go with his treatment, and he’s stable right now so they’ve got time to think through the options.

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updates

The good news is that Alexander’s numbers are better than late last week. The bad news is that it’s taking a considerable amount of additional respiratory support to get that. We have a meeting scheduled with his doctors tomorrow; his clinical symptoms suggest things that other tests suggest he doesn’t have, so there are some decisions to be made in how we procede from here to get him better. No breastfeeding or bottle feeding while on CPAP - the pressure makes it very likely that he’d aspirate if we tried, and that would just make things worse.

Alex has learned to burp on his own…which combined with larger feedings (he’s now fed every 4 hours) has led to a lot more spitting up. He’s just fine with it, and it’s completely normal, but being covered in sour formula is not one of the more stellar experiences of this journey.

Additionally, his chest x-ray this week reveals that he’s got osteopenia of prematurity - in short, his bones weren’t very strong when he was born, and the x-rays show some healed broken ribs, likely caused (like his hernias) by the ventillator. It’s not uncommon in smaller preemies, and should resolve itself in the next year or so as he gets plenty of calcium and other minerals to help his bones strengthen. Given his blood chemistry, they’ve actually discontinued the active supplementation of minerals; what he gets in formula and breastmilk is more than sufficient to keep him going just fine. It does mean we’ll need to be a bit cautious in the next few months, and that when he’s in elementary school and falls off the jungle gym and breaks his arm, we’ll have a lot of explaining to do when they see the evidence of so many old fractures (how fun!).

On a related note:

We’d really appreciate it if people would stop asking if there’s word on when he’s coming home. Seriously, if we had a good solid answer, we’d have already called and told you, or posted it here. And in the meanwhile, it’s just adding more stress for us to have to keep saying, “we don’t know” - and then having you all push for a better answer or argue with us that there must be a more definite result. As this week has shown, it doesn’t matter how good he’s doing, he can always have a set back that throws things out of whack.

Also, please keep in mind that you’re not his doctors or nurses; you’re not his parents. We are making decisions based on all the available information, and as a team, we try to make the best choices for him on a day-by-day basis. Arguing with us about how he’s being fed, changes made to his respiratory support, or anything else for that matter, is not productive and not helpful.

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some bad news

Alex’s blood gas this morning was a bit worse than Tuesday, so they put him back on CPAP.

Somewhat on the plus side, they’re also moving him from the nursery back to the critical care pods, so he’ll have a private room again.

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